I thought I posted something, but it doesn't show up, so I'll try again. I'm pretty tired right now. I feel like being alone and quiet, away from the house. I guess I need a vacation! I feel like Martha instead of Mary. I'm too busy doing things and I avoid stopping and listening to God. I find that I resent being expected to do things at my church, but there isn't anyone else willing to do them. If I don't work in Bethany's class, who will?